Back in the stranded valley. He’s there, back in the game; staring the one who’s was always there for him no matter what. As he saw himself in the mirror, he’s staring himself like a lone wolf stares the moon because that’s what he can see in pitch black.
This time, he believes no one trusts his self-righteous suicide. As he got forsaken by his own thoughts, by himself. Though he cried as angels deserved to die.
It wasn’t that his star stopped glimmering for him but this time he made himself do that.
He believes his star can’t be there around anymore. He believes there bond was clear from all kind of superficiality but was wrong. He star was ice while within him there was this fire enraged.
He respects, fire & ice can be silent admirers of both but can’t stay together. Both are anyway harmful for one another.
The ice is master of its sea; while he by the grace of fire and the flames would be alright. Though, both are meant to touch zenith when together.
He has learned, even this phase would pass while he’s trying to bury the vain with the lies all over. Drained down, he reckons, now who’s gonna rock him through the dark side of the morning?
But being adamant to his decision. He knows, he would touch the horizon all alone. Being on his own, he knows how to play that card.
Deep down, he knows he’s a lowlife as he knows he can’t bury the undead. If he had to, he would lose even the last bit of himself. Losing himself to find him again, that’s all he said.
He even knows he’ll be back but getting back to whom? To himself said the fire within.
It’s the battle of a vulnerable soul and a strong mind. Mind knows, it would lose in the long run but stuck, not just stuck but exhausted of the reliance he had of ice. He relied a lot. Fire almost lost its spirit to give its all to the ice; “that’s why I’m adamant enough this time”, said the mind. Fire gave almost everything this time, it went too deep.
He has learned a lot this time. And this time, he has come up with de- risking model of not relying excessively on anything in particular.
Back in the valley, he’s still the wolf who’s musing of all these new possibilities.